I am working through it

Last class when we did lion dancing I was trying really hard to not get down on myself. I felt like I was really disconnected in the lion head. And I honestly didn’t really know what to do during the 7 star, which is why I kept repeating and repeating the same movements. Ever since that class I’ve been in a state of stuck. I try and do something productive but I will get physically stuck, like I won’t even pickup my list of new contacts to reach out to, and I won’t even do anything productive. Anytime I try I just get STUCK. And I will just sit there waiting and wanting to do something productive but I just won’t. It’s like there is a physical barrier between me and what I want to do. Just me being able to get this blog out was monumental today. 

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  1. KhonaMarch 16, 2026 at 6:58 PM

    This is not a dig, just a reality check. This is all ego at work. Why is this affecting you so negatively? Why would you think you would or should be better at something you have so little experience with? You are allowed to suck at things. In fact, if you don’t find yourself sucking that means one of two things- 1. You’re not honest with yourself, or 2. You are not growing in your skill or experience. Or, technically 3. You are dead. We can rule that last one out. Confidence and humility means knowing openly and honestly where you are at and being at peace with it. NOT being great at everything. So ask yourself, do you think you are confident, or is your ego getting in the way?

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